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The fifthThe fifth Again Your responsibility is just hurting people A broken heart is tearing up, into pieces Promise is not promise True love is not true love Faith is not faith I am not meself You are also not yourself You are that degenerate one So am I Then let it be, let it go
Repeat it Nobody deserves anything Just insulting the one who you love With the worst disgusting words Yes, you did your way without caring about anybody That is you Who the hell are you? I should realize it earlier but it's too late I do not regret, never ever So come on over I accept it However, remember that It’s not a really big deal except injury and hurt Yet, continue, come on... I am always here waiting for you
Go go Little Rabit You are strong enough To be a better woman None could get to destroy you Still never ever
Even the fifth...
10/16/2009 If I were a boy if i were a boy even just for a day i'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what i wanted then go drink beer with the guys and chase after girls i'd kick it with who i wanted and i'd never get confronted for it 'cause they stick up for me if i were a boy i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl i swear i'd be a better man i'd listen to her cause i know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed if i were a boy i would turn off my phone tell everyone it's broken so they'd think that i was sleeping alone i'd put myself first and make the rules as i go cause i know that she'd be faithful waiting for me to come home, to come home if i were a boy i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl i swear i'd be a better man i'd listen to her cause i know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted cause he's taking you for granted and everything you had got destroyed it's a little too late for you to come back say it's just a mistake think i'd forgive you like that if you thought i would wait for you you thought wrong but you're just a boy you don't understand and you don't understand, oh how it feels to love a girl someday you wish you were a better man you don't listen to her you don't care how it hurts until you lose the one you wanted cause you're taking her for granted and everything you had got destroyed but you're just a boy 10/12/2009 下雨而已今天北京下雨了
天及其的阴沉
早上起来时看见了难得阳光，以为一天都会是美好的
讨厌潮湿的感觉，被子盖着都不舒服
身体亦是相同的
不想说话，不想思考
身边的人呢
不得不理
偶尔心中会窜出一股无名火
怎么觉得就不能被理解呢？
心不是相通的吗
什么心有灵犀啊
我在继续和我腐烂的扁桃体做斗争
我知道我会最终胜利
但我也会恨你不能让我说话不能让我吃饭
最讨厌的还要吃药
怎么自己也无聊的抱怨起来了
还真是无聊
因为在等待中吧
最近还常常觉得没有期盼
心中的星星之火要灭？
绝望
近乎而已
就像这场不适当但也适合的雨
下雨而已
别发牢骚
10/8/2009 果粒橙 always for you果粒橙 always for you, However, you didn't come over. We bought three variety of beverages and snacks. Even though I got a tough fever and headache. Mom and sister had thought you would come, so they kept waiting for you then open the door. I told them that you wont, then the tears coursed down from my checks. Then I fallen in to sleep. Was that just the way you treated to me whereas you never did it to other people? It was not so hard to delete a blog, nevertheless, what did it mean? It didn't make any sense! okay? Eventually 果粒橙 is still always for you! Because you are the one who I love, one of. 39°Ultimately, I have had a bad fever since these months. My head was splitting for over 12 hours yesterday. I felt the pain very closely and it let me think about the health. I was in pain, just like everyone's life. We are all struggling with the life which is giving us a lot of contradiction. I admit it. But it doesnt work in here. EVEN THOUGH 39°. Are you clear about that? I m trying trying trying to be better every second every minute and every hour even every day! I love you. My messy life. I am good, now. 10/2/2009 活在当下生活中充满了矛盾 也许这才是生活赋予人最大的乐趣 作斗争！ 你能做到： 吃饭就是吃饭 睡觉就是睡觉 喝茶就是喝茶 吗？ 你能吗你能吗？ 累死你 人们能做到的 或者出于本能的是： 吃饭的时候想：为什么上一顿餐饭这么好吃？ 睡觉的时候想：自己最近周遭所发生的事情 喝茶的时候想：其他烂七八糟的事情 Live in the present 无忧无悔 |
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