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To be a better man
2009/10/25

Rabbit

Rabbit Rabbit Rabbit 
Coming back
Looking forward to it...
2009/10/18

心跳

 

The fifth

The fifth

Again

Your responsibility is just hurting people

A broken heart is tearing up, into pieces

Promise is not promise

True love is not true love

Faith is not faith

I am not meself

You are also not yourself

You are that degenerate one

So am I

Then let it be, let it go

 

 

Repeat it

Nobody deserves anything

Just insulting the one who you love

With the worst disgusting words

Yes, you did your way without caring about anybody

That is you

Who the hell are you?

I should realize it earlier but it's too late

I do not regret, never ever

So come on over

I accept it

However, remember that

It’s not a really big deal except injury and hurt

Yet, continue, come on...

I am always here waiting for you

 

Go go

Little Rabit

You are strong enough

To be a better woman

None could get to destroy you

Still never ever

 

Even the fifth...

 

 

 

 

 
 
 
 
 
 
2009/10/16

If I were a boy

if i were a boy  even just for a day
i'd roll out of bed in the morning
and throw on what 
i wanted then go 
drink beer with the guys
and chase after girls
i'd kick it with who i wanted
and 
i'd never get confronted for it
'cause they stick up for me

if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love 
a girl
i swear i'd be a better man

i'd listen to her
cause 
i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

if i were a boy
i would turn off my phone
tell everyone it's broken
so they'd think that 
i was sleeping alone

i'd put myself first
and make the rules as 
i go
cause 
i know that she'd be faithful
waiting for me to come home, to come home

if i were a boy
i think i could understand
how it feels to love 
a girl
i swear i'd be a better man

i'd listen to her
cause 
i know how it hurts
when you lose the one you wanted
cause he's taking you for granted
and everything you had got destroyed

it's 
a little too late for you to come back
say it's just 
a mistake
think 
i'd forgive you like that
if you thought i would wait for you
you thought wrong

but you're just 
a boy
you don't understand
and you don't understand, oh
how it feels to love 
a girl someday 
you wish you were a better man

you don't listen to her
you don't care how it hurts
until you lose the one you wanted
cause you're taking her for granted
and everything you had got destroyed
but you're just 
a boy
2009/10/12

下雨而已

今天北京下雨了
天及其的阴沉
早上起来时看见了难得阳光,以为一天都会是美好的
讨厌潮湿的感觉,被子盖着都不舒服
身体亦是相同的
不想说话,不想思考
身边的人呢
不得不理
偶尔心中会窜出一股无名火
怎么觉得就不能被理解呢?
心不是相通的吗
什么心有灵犀啊
 
我在继续和我腐烂的扁桃体做斗争
我知道我会最终胜利
但我也会恨你不能让我说话不能让我吃饭
最讨厌的还要吃药
 
怎么自己也无聊的抱怨起来了
还真是无聊
因为在等待中吧
 
最近还常常觉得没有期盼
心中的星星之火要灭?
绝望
近乎而已
就像这场不适当但也适合的雨
下雨而已
 
别发牢骚
 
 
2009/10/8

果粒橙 always for you

果粒橙 always for you,
However, you didn't come over.
We bought three variety of beverages and snacks.
Even though I got a tough fever and headache.
Mom and sister had thought you would come,
so they kept waiting for you then open the door.
I told them that you wont, then the tears coursed down from my checks.
Then I fallen in to sleep.
Was that just the way you treated to me whereas you never did it to other people?
It was not so hard to delete a blog, nevertheless, what did it mean?
It didn't make any sense!
okay?
Eventually 果粒橙 is still always for you!
Because you are the one who I love, one of.

39°

Ultimately, I have had a bad fever since these months.
                 My head was splitting for over 12 hours yesterday.
                       I felt the pain very closely and it let me think about the health.
                         I was in pain, just like everyone's life.
                            We are all struggling with the life which is giving us a lot of contradiction. 
                                   I admit it.
                                     But it doesnt work in here. EVEN THOUGH 39°.   
                                           Are you clear about that?
                                                  I m trying trying trying to be better every second every minute and every hour even every day!
                                                    I love you.
                                                      My messy life.
                                                            I am good, now.
2009/10/2

活在当下

生活中充满了矛盾
也许这才是生活赋予人最大的乐趣
作斗争!
你能做到:
吃饭就是吃饭
睡觉就是睡觉
喝茶就是喝茶
吗?
你能吗你能吗?
累死你
人们能做到的
或者出于本能的是:
吃饭的时候想:为什么上一顿餐饭这么好吃?
睡觉的时候想:自己最近周遭所发生的事情
喝茶的时候想:其他烂七八糟的事情
Live in the present
无忧无悔





2009/9/28

等待

一夜的折腾
未等到平稳的着陆
我想要平稳
just 平稳的一颗心
心与心的距离真的那么远吗?
心贴心的时候又是什么呢?
都是假的
fake
2009/9/20

回忆甜美幸福童年,
我慢慢的长大,
小学,初中,高中,大学,
这些年,这些事,这些人,
变了吗?
追根溯源。
我开始讨厌自己长大,
因为长辈们会随着自己的长大而老去。
爱我的和我爱的人,
这个世界上我最爱的家人,
爷爷,
奶奶,
永远不会忘!
最近几年越来越能体会父母的不容易,
生活,小日子,
为了家,
还是要坚持下去,
撑着。
爱人,
拿什么能拯救你,
我又如何能拯救我自己?
伤害,一次又一次又一次又一次,
累了,有些累了,
人有些不精神了。
寸步不离的感觉就是永远吗?
心是空的,
人的灵魂还在吗?
躯壳还在吧。
堕落,
空虚。
不能要。
你还好吗?
Hannah...








 

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